I think I have pretty much stopped the 30 day fitness challenge, and only a small part of me is bummed out about it. The rest of me doesn’t care. It’s just too fucking hot here in Florida and my A/C can’t keep up with it. Or maybe I’m just telling myself that because I hate moving when it’s hot in the house.

30 Day Fitness Challenges

I’m on day 14 of the Squat Challenge and day 2 of the Crunch Challenge. I’m happy that I am sticking to these routines and I hope in the end, I’ll be stronger, both physically and mentally. I still struggle with eating better but maybe I just need to focus on doing more first.

Finally got around to organizing my phone’s home screen so I never have to flick left or right. I read on Lifehacker it will save some battery, so I’m gonna try this for a while. Even if it doesn’t, I like the way it looks.

Finally got around to organizing my phone’s home screen so I never have to flick left or right. I read on Lifehacker it will save some battery, so I’m gonna try this for a while. Even if it doesn’t, I like the way it looks.

Curse you, Brilliant Earth!! Your rings are so gorgeous and there’s no way I can ever have one. :(

Wayne has become suspicious of my being more affectionate than normal…

*bum bum bum!*

But I’m not going to tell him that I have wedding fever. Why should I? I don’t need it right now and I don’t even know if I’m really serious about it yet. I tend to lose interest in things quickly, but if I want this like I wanted a cat last year, I’ll know if I want this - and therefore will tell Wayne - if I’m still feeling this strongly about marriage in 6-8 months.

Goddamn, I want to get married….

These are the dresses currently available that are the closest to what I want to wear. They are both gorgeous, of course, just not quite the same. Both are from Alfred Angelo, and I got them from The Knot (they are not my images). Both descriptions say they are available in all “Dream Color Shades”, whatever the hell that means. I tried finding it on the main site, but couldn’t figure it out, probably because I don’t want to get my hopes up.

After all, I’m not ACTUALLY getting married. It’s just a fever…

Remember that wedding dress I posted? It’s from 2013 and I can’t find it except on wholesale sites, which means it doesn’t come in the green I want. I’m pretty bummed about it.

WHY WOULD YOU EVER GET MARRIED IN A DRESS THAT ISN’T FLOOR LENGTH?!?!

Or this one, but switch the red with white and the black with mint green.

Or this one, but switch the red with white and the black with mint green.